Sirf teri ho kar...

Teri har saans par haq hai kisi aur ka

Teri har baat me aqs hai kisi aur ka..

Par mere aasuon me kyun hai naam tera

Nam in palkon ko, aye bekhabar, pooch le zaraa…

Teri tanhaiyan gungunati hain, kisi k mohabbat ka iqraar hai

Tere dard ki dawa kisi ke ishq ka izhaar hai..

Meri tanhaiyan tanha si reh gayin, dard be dawa

Jaam se rishta kab jud gaya, ansuni rahi meri dua…

Tu dur chala gaya, socha bhula denge tujhko

Teri yaad me is kadar jale, ke bhula diya khudko..

Bepanah ishq hai, haale dil zaahir na kar payen

Ke aankho se utarkar saanso me bas gaye samjha na payen…

Zindagi ka daaera, tujh par hi aakar khatam hoga

Is zindagi ke baad bhi, tujhe bhoolna bhi mushkil hoga..

Patthar ki murat, rooh ki tadap ko mehsoos kar le

Tujhe ehsaas dila paayen kaise,ulfat me kami hai, bhare kaise…

Hai mohabbat agar nahin, tere vaaste, deewangi hi sahi

To jo soche mera ishq ishq nahin, wehshat hi sahi..

Yakeen hai humein tu rooth jaayega, mud kar bhi na dekhega kabhi

Is deewangi se dard hi mila, ye deewangi meri zillat hi sahi…

Is dard se rooh ghayal hai, is dard me seena chil gaya

Katra katra hum jalte hain, ashkon se khwabon ka ashiyana pighal gaya…

Khamoshi kismat hai mohabbat ki, bedard tu na sun paayega

Jalan me, is khamoshi me aye bekhabar, teri mohabbat me jeena aa gaya…

Ye na hoga kabhi, ke teri nafrat se badal hum jayenge

Nazrein pher loge, tab bhi haste haste jaan hum luta jayenge..

Aazmaish ka zara bhi khauff nahin, inkaar se teri darte hain

Yahi wajah hai tujhse chhipne ki, jeete jee na maare jayenge…

Is sheher me ab kis se milun, sabse hui ajnabi si ab

Tujhse dil ka naata jo juda, milna chahun betaabi se ab..

Aashiq teri, duniya se begaani, deewani teri

Har lafz jiska tere naam se mehke, shayar teri, safiya teri…

Aap se milne ka asar yun hua...

Ek kahani khatam hui anjaam se pehle hi

Yaani ek sitaara toota shaam se pehle hi…

Ishq ki waadiyon me nazren mili aapse

Ishq kar baithe hum nazren ehsaan se pehle hi…

Ik ars beet gaya, manzar na mila wisaale yaar ka

Gehraiyon me kho gaye hum tanhai se pehle hi…

Tadap kar aasuon ka jaam yun pilaya teri yaadon ne

Hum to bigad kar reh gaye maikade se pehle hi…

Kuch khwaab apne hain baaki aapki zarranawazi hain

Ye bhi na hote to toot jaate hum khwabon se pehle hi…

Khushanaseeb who din jab aap se mile the hum kabhi

Mohabbat ke maane samajhne lage the hum mohabbat se pehle hi…

Muskurahat bhari nigahon me kho jaana chahte the hum

Palke hi girali humne iraade se pehle hi…

Dostana tha andaaz humara, ke har aan hota rahe deedar aapka

Darte the kahin kho na dein aap ko waqt se pehle hi…

Kuch palon ki poshida mulakaron se hue ehsaanmand hum

Bankar ahem panna jud gaya is zindagi me, yaadgar banne se pehle hi…

Tere deedar ko taraste hain...

Who keh gaye kuch baat aisi,

Ke dost aapsa, bas alag ho aap ho yunhi

Kuch khaas tha uspal me,

Ya sharaarat thi kismat ki koi….

Har rowan hua unka karzdar,

Dilse hum muskuraye us din,

Bejijhak baatein khub kiya karte the,

Par aankhen milakar aapse sharmaye usdin….

Saathi sakhiyan kehne lage baar baar

Chehre par aapke ye noor..kahan se aayi bahar?

Kabhi itrakar kabhi muskurakarhum guzarte

Kabhi kehte –bas yun hi… din hi kuch aisa hai aaj…

Raaton ko jagte jaagte hue, karwate badalte hue,

Bas ek hi dua maanga karte hain,

Mil jaye who pal humein kabhi ke,

Shaamein humari aapke saath hi guzarti rahein…

Khamoshiyon se hum ab bhi bhaga karte hain..,

Pehle to tanhaiyan sooni lagti theen.

Par  ab to   khamoshiyon me  aap hain,

Aur  tanhaiyan aap hi ki baatein  karti hain…

Aap kabhi kahin door se nazar aate ho,

To nazrein ghum phir kar aap par tik jaati hain..,

Saheliyon sang hum baatein yun karte hi rahein,

Dhadkane to bas tez hue jaati hain…

Aapse kuch guftagu karte hain to bas

Kisi aur ka zikar karte hain khulkar,

Dil dooba ja raha ho gehraiyon me kahin,

Par na utara kabhi jhoote is naqaab ko…

Garz is baat ki bas yahi aye dost,

Khush hai saafiya har us baat se jis baat se mile khushi aapko…

Na dikhayi dengi aapko, chotein ye namuraad,

Jo lagi hain is dil par, aap se dil lagaane ke baad

Is me khata nahin aapki koi…

Ziddi hai dil jo siwa aapke kuch sochta hi nahin....

Shaam-e-gham

Kuch bhi likhna kitna mushkil hai aaj

Aap se mulaakat kuch is tarah hui hai aaj..

Aap ki saadgi se madhosh hue jaa rahe hain

Bistar par lete lete, raaton me yun hi gungunate rehate hain…

Aankhen band karten hain to ehsaas aapka hota hai,

Khuli aankhon se bas muskarata chehra aapka nazar aata hai…

Hum kahan shayari kiya karte the, mushairon se dara karte the,

Aap hi ka asar hai aye dost, te shauk ab sawanra karte hain…

Kabhi baithen aap ki aankhon me aankhen daal, armaan ye bhi hain,

Par jab bhi nazren aapse takrati hain, khud-ba-khud jhuk jaaya karti hain…

Jab gungunate ho saaz koi, awaaz me aapki gum ho jayen kahin,

Par dar hain zamaane se, na karde ruswa kahin, dosti ko humari….

Kya bataen aap ko tadap is dil ki, jab aap ki nazren dhundti hai kisi aur ko,

Toota dil us toote kanch ki tarah.. par benazar,nabina, beawaaz…

Ik baar dil toota hai gehri koi chot thi,

Mila na who marham, na sukun hai ab kahin…

Khalish abhi baaki hai tere us chot ki safiya,

Haal kya tha dil ka tere gar kaanch ki tarah to toota tha…

Waqt ke lamhe gire kayi, ek aapka chehra mila humein..

Apne kal ki parchai se dar lagta hai, dhal na jaye kahin aapki tasveer usme…

My first poem- Ehsaas hai...

Khamosh in tanhaiyon me         Ek halki si muskan ki tarah

Barishon ke baad, jo chu le tan ko       bheege pad ki us daali ki tarah

Tapti dopehri me achanak chane wale      us barish ke kaale badal ki tarah

Tumhari har baat , tumharihar yaad

Kuch ehsaas yun dilati hai…

Barsaat ki ho wo barish pehli       ya ho dhun us neher ki surili

Sardiyon ki subha me khili hui dhoop        ya khoobsoorat palken, sharm se jo jhuki

Samandar kinare, kadmon par tutne wala wo ek leher   

 ya barf se sani deodar ki wo ek daali,

dilon me sihran si chale ,jaise ho har yaad pehli pehli

Tumhari har baat tumhari har yaad

Kuch ehsaas yun dilat hai…

Kisi ki aankhon se gira wo keemti aansu,    

aise sambhal kar rakha hai tukda who kaagaz ka,

jispar yun hi likha tha kabhi naam tumhara,

thodi us burai k liye or thodin us bhalai ke liye,

mile jo aansu aur mili jo hasi kabhi

kitaab me us gul ki tarah sahej hai ab bhi…

khusboo na ho bhale usme, rang magar gehra ho gaya jiska

Har baat honton par muskaan le aati hai,

Tumhari har baat, tumhari har yaad

Kuch ehsaas yun dilati hai….

Mr. X got a job..!!!

Hey der… m back again….

So after a long time I came back with something…again about my dear friend Mr.X.

This friend of mine is now placed in a good company. He was really relieved and that also reflected from his face when he told us about his placement thing… I was in my hostel dat evening when he gave me the news… he was really happy and his voice seemed relaxed but elated at the same time… I was happy for him too..

But again he did not get this most awaited news of his life smoothly.. there had to be some twists and turns in his life… coz Mr. X is always Mr. X…;-)

The moment he told me about his clicking the pool campus… I was waiting for the story between his reaching the college and his getting selected… And yes, as I had expected he did have a story to tell.. he he… So when all these people had been to the pool campus drive.. all eagerly waitin for der calls for the interview and stuff… this friend of mine was still in a funny mood trying to sicken a friend before the interview…

“abi to mera nai hai…dekhna pehle tera hoga …TECHNIKAAL… ja ja.. tu to pehle jayegi andar… ha ha ha…”

As usual in his not to be bothered and al always cool mood he was busy creating panic in tha already panic-striken heart of the poor fellows over there… Then it is announced that  the technical starts soon…and then janab in his not-so-serious-but-trying-to-be-serious moods tries to concentrate on his interview…

“arre abi to technical hoga na yaar… arre wat is palindrome??? Bol na.. haan yaad aaya... abi to tu hi pehle jayegi… main to tere bohot baad jaunga.. ha ha …”

But the first one to be called was…. Any guesses… yes… Mr.X.. so he went on to give his technical test… but his technical interview can be called any thing but technical…and whatever was asked was something he is good at … he did well…!!!

So it was clear that he had been selected…

Now finally the current list of selected people had to be out… my dear friend Mr.X with an anxious excited heart went to see his name on the list….

ALAS..!!!! his name was not mentioned on the list… WHAT??? WHAT THE HELL!!!! WHAT ARE THESE PEOPLE UPTO…HUH???? This were the questions that would have been the questions that might have arose in his mind when this happened…. All his friends but him had their names on it…

It is sumthing that I say “understood wali baat hai ” that if your name is not on the list it meant that… GOOD LUCK NEXT TIME BOSS.. BUT THIS TIME U WERE NOT SO LUCKY…

Or in short..

U ARE NOT SELECTED, DUDE…

          He was upset and I must have felt frustrated that after such a good written and technical he wasn’t picked. How is that possible that after the selectors tell you that you are selected, your name does not appear in the list of the selected candidates. He complainingly asks the placement incharge wat the hell was going on there.. she tries to assur him but fails to convince this heart broken friend of mine.

          He had assumed that his luck is not good at all and that he had become a “panauti” all of a sudden. He was hating the situation then.. after trying a bit to know what had actually happened he decided to leave that place. Frustrated he comes out of the college , and heads homewards, drives recklessly at the speed of 80-90 km on that bumpy, rough road which was somewhat under construction and was obviously not a safe road for speeding.. but e was not in a mood to be good then.. he did not see his cell phone too that speeding mad fellow was not in mood to talk to any one…

          Then when he saw his mobile phone there wer around 17 missed calls from the friends at the campus venue… he called back to one of them…

Friend : “abe tu hai kahan be.. jaldi aa idhar…

Mr.X: “kyun???”

Friend: “Arre tu select ho gaya hai.. us waqt naam nai nikla tha galti se..abi  hai tera…naam .. tu bas jaldi pahunch….”

Mr.X: “Kya ???? oh ho ho ho…haan main abi hi pahunch raha hun …”

          Back there at the venue the pople were searching for my buddy…

“arre where is this fellow .. he got selected and is no where to be seen…” “weird man he is..” “I think he is not aware..” and other such comments and speculations were being made… about him ..

          “Tu hai kahan be .. jaldi aana..” another call from a friend while he was driving back hurriedly to the venue.

          “Aaraha hun yaar.. abi tu phone rakh...i’ll be der in a minute..”  was hi reply..

He drove as fast as he could.. smiling at his fate and thinking how it played with him before giving his most desired object to him…

He reached the venue.. he was all smiles… as he entered the hall some one recognised him from distance and call out….

“there he is…!! that’s  Mr. X…!! he is here finally!!!”

All the people turned around and made way for this charming smiling guy who seemed a bit tired too.. everyone clapped as he entered into the hall through the way they had made for him to walk through… It might have been a scene… he was finaly relaxed…

He told one of the HR persons.. “sir you had taken my heart out…!!” to which he answered… “now is it alright…?”  Mr. X : “haan … m okay…”

So finally… he got what he desired….

ALL THE BEST BUDDY…!!!!

I just have one little wish day you may suceed in every spere of your life.. but I have little request too.. do remember this friend of yours….

And there’s more for me to write…. But its pretty late now… see you next time..!!

Toodles… !!!!